8.09.2009

Heretofore


Since January, I have anticipated a trip to New Mexico. Now, that trip has been completed...a great trip. I felt like I was AWAY. I love New Mexico. There have been many wonderful, memorable trips to the Land of Enchantment.
Once, when I was about five, my grandmother (Pete) took me to Albuquerque on a Greyhound bus. We went to see her sister Madge and her family. It seemed like we were on that bus forever, it seemed like all day and night. I remember that she told me to go to the bathroom when the bus stopped for a break at a terminal. She said the bus driver makes us go to the bathroom. That didn't make sense to me---he wasn't my parent.
I went to NM with my parents a couple of years before. We went to the horse races in Ruidoso. My mother bet on a horse named "Lisa Belle." My baby sister, Lisa was staying with my aunt and uncle. Daddy and I rode the ski lift in the Sandia Mountains. It was summertime. I will never forget the clean smell of the air in those mountains. We had chili dogs at the Sandia Peak restaurant. They put beans on the chili dogs!
Once, we took a family trip and spent the night in a cabin in Red River. There was a trout farm where one could fish for trout. Daddy said we each had to catch two trout for supper. I hooked myself in the seat of my shorts, then hooked a trout in the middle of its spine. I also thoroughly despised fish...this was so memorable.
A year after college, I visited a classmate in Dumas, Tx and we made a quick trip out there with her Mom so Gail could apply for her first nursing job in Albuquerque. At that time, Taos was just a small bump in the road---very few restaurants, a town square, and regular businesses required for the residents to tend to their lives.
Clu Flu and I took the kids on a summertime vacation---White Sands, Carlsbad Caverns, Alamogordo, Albuquerque, Santa Fe, and Taos.
And we made three other trips to Taos for Christmas skiing. We would leave after midnight church on Christmas Eve...get to Taos about 12 noon or so. Of course the kids slept during the night in the car and were wild and crazy when we could hardly hold our heads up!
Taos tripled or quadrupled in size during ski seasons--the townspeople were very disgruntled with anyone with Texas plates on their car. Our ski trips were great--in addition to family bonding there was also some family bondage. Brooke fractured a tibia or fibula one year (I forget which). Zack took to skiing like a duck to water. He made it to black trails very quickly.
I made a trip out to SF/Taos/Albuquerque/Alamogordo with a friend about 1996. Bought my first (probably only) Navajo rug--an exquisite Two Grey Hills rug...so finely woven and with the sharpest natural dyes you can imagine. Even though it's wrong to covet a possession, I do covet this rug. Each time I study it, I think about the work involved, raising the sheep, shearing, carding the wool, spinning it, dying the yarn, then weaving the rug in a very intricate pattern. I know a little about the woman who made my rug. I respect her so much---what a gift and talent to have!
This most recent trip was with a very close friend. It was so good experiencing the different landscapes, groups of people, and other wonderful things associated with NM.
Of course, I'm ready to go again soon...maybe I will go by myself in two or three years, spend a month or six weeks out there from Autumn through Winter.
Will I ever lose my attraction to this spiritful place?


6.04.2009

"My Happy Place"


When Callie was very small and sometimes fretful, Ruth would stand in the middle of the living room, holding Callie, and slowly sway back and forth as a pendulum might. Callie's eyes were fixed on the ceiling fan...she studied it intently. Ruth called it Callie's "happy place." The rhythmic movement of the ceiling fan and the rocking motion supplied by Ruth would mostly give her peace and contentment. It was hypnotic.


Everyone should have a happy place where they can retreat, feel peace, and actively de-stress. I don't propose that one should stand in place with eyes cast upward and rock and moan. That could cause other problems. But I'd wager that most everyone has a day-dream location or situation for a respite from the cruel, loud, obnoxious world.


Lately, my happy place has been thoughts of New Mexico---this is comforting because I have spent quite a bit of travel time in the "Land of Enchantment".....may be corny to you, but NM suits me. The air, the people, colors, geographic properties----it's just plain damn great.


I will be out there later this summer, soak it up, and come back to Tejas, just a little transfixed. What could be better than that?

5.30.2009

Whatcha Thinkin' About?


Things that occupy my mind lately:


1. Large bur oak tree in backyard needs to be cut down. (DEAD)

2. New Mexico trip later this summer.

3. The plumber wants to perform a colonoscopy (with camera) through the bowels of my house.

4. I must shop for new clothes. (yech!)

5. I wonder if I could sell this home without too much fretting and worrying.

6. Where would I like to relocate?

7. I desperately want a large glass of sweet iced tea.

8. I also want about three fresh mojitos, made with crushed ice.

9. Taking my sister's cremains to scatter over special places back home.

10. Why is it so difficult and painfully slow to order medications from mail-order programs?

11. Has Jay Leno REALLY been the host for "The Tonight Show" that long?

12. What is the total average weight of waste produced by one American citizen over 70 years?

13. What is the real value of Facebook to all of humanity?

5.04.2009

These Feet Were Made For Talking

Today, I was talking to Ruth on the phone and I could hear "GaGa, GaGa, GaGa???" in the background. I told Ruth that I could talk to Callie over the phone. Ruth told me it wasn't necessary as Callie had her left foot held up to her left ear and was talking to me with her foot. Little Tootie!

5.03.2009

Baltimore Trip



My trip to Baltimore was good. Drove around the B'more, Annapolis, Chesapeake, D. C. areas to see as much as time allowed. Took a 3 hour night tour of D. C. landmarks. Spent most of one day in Annapolis, drove the Bay Bridge (Chesapeake) 3 different times. Visited Fells Point, Little Italy, Camden, Inner Harbor, Federal Hill, and downtown Baltimore. Drove through some magnificently beautiful coastal farm land NW of Baltimore and stopped in old, tiny bayside townships. Also drove through the north Baltimore residential area around Charles Street---gorgeous old homes, located in wooded areas, winding roads, hills, many private schools, and old churches. Visited the Johns Hopkins complex, old cobblestone streets engineered for horses and buggies.




The D. C. tour was great...I realized that one could spend a month in D. C. and still not see everything the city has to offer. The Lincoln Memorial, Vietnam Memorial, and Korean War Memorial were humbling experiences as well as a visit to the Iwo Jima statue.




All people I encountered were polite and helpful and everyone was interested in conversation. My hotel (within walking distance of Camden Yards and Inner Harbor) was just across the street from Baltimore Firehouse 1. Downtown Baltimore was constantly singing the siren song.


It was crowded, but people took obstacles in stride. It was commonplace to find cars parked in a traffic lane---no one objected...just drove around the car in due time. Traffic flow was great in Baltimore...probably because everyone is not dependent on driving---bus lines, light rail, taxis, and walking all made up transportation.




I ate crab cakes in an Annapolis tavern (circa 1700's), visited Edgar A. Poe's burial site, ate and drank at the Annabel Lee Tavern (a mandatory stop for a meal if you are in Baltimore).




A downtown water-main broke and shut down lots of Inner Harbor including the National Aquarium, Maritime Museum (Taney), so I was unable to visit on-board the USCG Cutter Taney.




4.21.2009

San Jacinto Day


A day that changed the landscape for two nations
Today is San Jacinto Day, marking the end of Mexican rule of Texas.Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Even those who understand that April 21 is not just another day in Texas sometimes fail to see its full significance.
In Texas, April 21 is known as San Jacinto Day, the day Antonio Lopez de Santa Anna — known in his day as the Napoleon of the West — met defeat at the hands of the Texian Army commanded by Gen. Sam Houston. The surrender not only ended Mexican rule of Texas but opened the door to ending Mexican domain over most of what is today the Southwestern United States.
When Thomas Jefferson negotiated the Louisiana Purchase from French ruler Napoleon Bonaparte in 1803, the dream of Manifest Destiny moved a step closer to becoming reality. Spain controlled the west until 1821, when Mexico — which then included the modern states of Texas, New Mexico, Arizona, Utah, Wyoming, Arizona, Colorado and California — won its independence.
Had Santa Anna been able to quell the rebellion of Texas secessionists in 1836, Mexico would have continued to block U.S. expansion westward. For how long is a matter of conjecture because Mexico didn't have the people or the resources to occupy territory that stretched from what is now Texas to California in the West to the Canadian border to the North. Losing Texas in 1836 set in motion events that would lead to the Mexican-American War 10 years later.
When that war was over, Mexico was cut in half and the United States expanded its borders from the Atlantic Ocean to the Pacific, from the Rio Grande to Canada.
Houston's victory at San Jacinto wasn't a universal cause for celebration, however. Slavery, outlawed by the Mexicans, was allowed in Texas in its days as an independent republic and later as a state. Whether slavery would be allowed in the territory Jefferson purchased was a bedeviling and hotly debated topic at the time until the debate exploded in the U.S. Civil War in 1861.
Tejanos — Texans with Mexican roots — were subject to legal and social discrimination that is still being sorted out 173 years after Santa Anna surrendered.
History and its impact are never one-dimensional. One person's notion of glory is another's notion of gloom. Like all anniversaries, April 21 is a multi-dimensional one loaded with significance for the U.S. and the people who inhabited it then as well as now.
It's not just another day.

4.07.2009

Simple Joys & Self-Awareness

I am amazed that everything is so green. In my backyard, the canopy of tree leaves is complete. There is shade. Lawns are greening up, there is a constant whir of lawnmowers, blowers, and edgers in my neighborhood.

I don't remember acknowledging Spring's entry last year, I must have been oblivious to the changing season. This year, there is a newness, and I enjoy the feeling.

Yesterday, I received some nursing continuing education courses in the mail---thumbing through one, I noticed the Holmes-Rahe Social Readjustment Scale. The scale allows one to score their (or their client's) stressors according to significant life-altering changes. The higher the score, the higher one's risk for depression, anxiety, and decrease in overall health.
This scale has been used for YEARS, and is an accurate measure for the probability of illness based on stressors. As I read through the items on the scale, I was aware that so many of us have greater stressors now as compared to 30 years ago. The changes that people go through now happen at an increased and sustained pace as compared to years past.
If you are curious...see below.
Peace,
Diane


SCORING FOR THE HOLMES-RAHE SOCIAL READJUSTMENT SCALE
Less than 150 life change units
=
30% chance of developing a stress-related illness
150 - 299 life change units
=
50% chance of illness
Over 300 life change units
=
80% chance of illness
Life Events
Score
Death of spouse
100
Divorce
73
Marital separation from mate
65
Detention in jail, other institution
63
Death of a close family member
63
Major personal injury or illness
53
Marriage
50
Fired from work
47
Marital reconciliation
45
Retirement
45
Major change in the health or behavior of a family member
44
Pregnancy
40
Sexual difficulties
39
Gaining a new family member (e.g., through birth, adoption, oldster moving, etc.)
39
Major business re-adjustment (e.g., merger, reorganization, bankruptcy)
39
Major change in financial status
38
Death of close friend
37
Change to different line of work
36
Major change in the number of arguments with spouse
35
Taking out a mortgage or loan for a major purchase
31
Foreclosure on a mortgage or loan
30
Major change in responsibilities at work
29
Son or daughter leaving home (e.g., marriage, attending college)
29
Trouble with In-laws
29
Outstanding personal achievement
28
Spouse beginning or ceasing to work outside the home
26
Beginning or ceasing formal schooling
26
Major change in living conditions
25
Revision of personal habits (dress, manners, associations, etc.)
24
Trouble with boss
23
Major change in working hours or conditions
20
Change in residence
20
Change to a new school
20
Major change in usual type and/oramount of recreation
19
Major change in church activities (a lot more or less than usual)
19
Major change in social activities (clubs, dancing, movies, visiting)
18
Taking out a mortgage or loan for a lesserpurchase (e.g., for a car, TV, freezer, etc.)
17
Major change in sleeping habits
16
Major change in the number offamily get-togethers
15
Major change in eating habits
15
Vacation
13
Christmas season
12
Minor violations of the law(e.g., traffic tickets, etc. )
11
TOTAL
_____

3.27.2009

LIGHTS OUT

Earth Hour will be 8:30 to 9:30 PM local time
on Saturday, March 28, 2009. For one after-dark hour once a year, electric lights will be turned off in many cities, organizations, homes, and governments.
Think of the energy savings! It may seem like just a demonstration, but think of the progress of Earth Day over the past 40 years. Sydney, Australia had 2.2 million participants in 2008.
The United Nations building has pledged total darkness for tomorrow night. Other places with a concerted effort will conduct star-gazing parties. Are you able to see stars in your sky over your home?
Are you willing to sit in the dark for one hour for Mother Earth?
I will refer you to Wikipedia for more information. Please pass it on. Thanks.

3.22.2009

Spring In Her Step


Callie was here yesterday (along with Ruth, Chad, Uncle Zack, and Stephanie). We assembled for a family dinner and time together.

This child constantly amazes me. She walked in the back door, chattering away, looking for the puppies (Lexie and Katie). Then she looked for the drum, then she went out to the game room and asked for the "balls". (We took all the billiard balls from the pool table and put them on the floor.) She walked around the pool table, placing each ball into the pockets. Her maneuvers reminded me of a Sunday comic strip called the "Family Circus". Sometimes, the strip would illustrate the circuitous route that Billy would take going next door...stopping to pick up a rock, eying a trash can lid and stopping to play with it as a shield to his imagined role as a conquering soldier, etc.

Then she wanted to go out back. Everyone sat around on the patio and we watched her go about her explorations. If she tripped and fell, she got back up, dusted her hands off, and continued on. After the patio was fully conquered, she wanted to make her way through the yard. Chad walked her around, with Callie pointing the direction to proceed. I watched them walk around the yard, noticing that as they came to the back fence, Callie wanted to peek over the other side, so they did.

Callie saw that I had a glass of tea. She marched up to me and said "Drink (dink), please." She took big drinks, and some spilled out onto her shirt. This child didn't stop moving, always on the look-out for the puppy. At one time, she couldn't sight Lexie who had gone around the side of the house. "Puppy, puppy, puppy?", while scanning the area. More tumbles, asking to go in and out, looking for GaGa to say "Hi!"; working her way back to the patio...kneel on the floor of the game room, peering out to the patio with her nose and hands pressed to the window pane.

When dinner was served, she sat in her high chair, expertly stabbing her cantaloupe and sausage and vegetables with her fork. Mom and Dad commented on their ambivalent feelings about her dexterious accomplishments--they were proud but also sad that their little girl was making her growing up progress at what seemed to be lightening speed.

Callie has always been a thrill-seeker---never afraid to try something new. And if she hasn't mastered something on the first attempt....she persistently tries again and again.

What a joy it is to experience this sweet child's exploration of her world!

3.14.2009

Evolution Revolution




Bill Cosby used to open his stand-up comedy routine with "I started out as a child." Me too. True for us all---not an awakening or an aha moment.

Over the past year I have had time for reflective thought. I have thought about my journey of life...where I started and the experiences of life and persons that have shaped my persona up to this point.

I don't mean for this to sound narcissistic...I remember one moment in my life in my pre-teen years just like it was today. I was standing in front of a mirror, thoughtfully studying my reflection, and wondering who that person REALLY was looking back at me from the mirror. I was aware that I actually did not know that person; and I asked things like "will I ever know her...how can one really know their self..."

None of us will know ourselves as others know us. We are different people at 13, 33, 53, and 73. We open a book, pore through chapter by chapter, and at some point we will close the book. When the book is finished and we think about all that transpired within the various pages, will we be pleased with epilogue, will the book serve as an enlightenment to our souls, will we be better for having read that book?

I'm about to begin Chapter 58. I'm not anxious to reach the end of the book to find out what happens. Each chapter stands alone and piques my interest. I just hope that at completion, the book will have been worth the read!






3.09.2009

On The Lookout For The Blues






On my journey across the George Bush this morning, I was traveling slow enough (rush hour--a misnomer if there ever was one!), I spotted a small cluster of bluebonnets on the south side of the toll road. I was surprised to see them so early this year.
They were a welcome sight. I was on the same route last Thursday, but did not see any.
I suppose this means no more freezing weather, even though jacket weather is forecasted for Wednesday through the weekend.
Enjoy your Spring--enjoy your first sighting of the blues this year! I'm sure there will be a "Callie in the bluebonnets" photo op very soon!

3.02.2009

One Year

Today is the first anniversary of Clu Flu's death. I have approached this day by concentrating on all the good things this man gave to me. I miss him deeply. And I don't think that will change.

2.25.2009

ABC's of Callie B.





Ruth posted "20 on Tuesday". She listed twenty things that are characteristic of Callie. I'm making a list of twenty six things related to Callie. One for each letter of the alphabet. Here we go:


A. Apple of my eye--Callie


B. Beautiful eyes--long, dark lashes (Chad) and her eyes dance whenever she smiles (Ruth)


C. Cute, cute, cute!


D. Determined--Callie plugs away at each new endeavor


E. Entertaining--I could watch her play and go about her business all day long!


F. Funny--She is pleased when others laugh--she loves playing jokes.


G. GaGa! That's my name that Callie gave me.


H. Heart--what ever little empty spaces I have had in my heart, Callie has filled them up.


I. Independent--without being tempermental (yet), Callie tries new things and has shown us that she would like to try on her own.


J. Joy! Goes along with heart.


K. Keeper--She's a keeper!


L. Lovable--There's nothing better than holding her and she puts her head on your shoulder and stays that way so you may soak her up.


M. Mischievious--Goes without saying, sometimes she tests her limits.


N. Nothing like it! Being a grandmother, that is.


O. October 3--the day all of us were blessed to have this sweet child come into our lives.


P. Process--Everything she does, she does methodically. There is a process, it's not a ritual, but she thinks through from Point A to Point B. Ask Chad & Ruth.


Q. Quizzical--a look she may give you that makes you wonder "Whatever is going through that baby's mind?"


R. Radiant--Callie's smile


S. Sweet, sweet Callie!


T. Thrill-seeker. Ask Chad...she loves to rough-house play, she loves to swing, first time on a slide, she pushed herself off and kept coming back for more.


U. Unbelievably smart! Callie processes all information. You may think she didn't take notice of something said or done once, but she lets you know later on that she understood and uses that information.


V. Verbal! She uses many words and they are understandable, but when she is excited or is trying to explain something, you just can't keep up.


W. What would we do without Callie?


X. Kiss, kiss, kiss. She kisses her baby doll, Elmo, Bert and a duck decoy I have on my hearth!


Y. Yet. If she doesn't give you a return demonstration at the moment or she doesn't respond right away...it's not that she doesn't comprehend. She just hasn't responded YET.


Z. Zoo, of course..she has been to the zoo many times and Ruth & Chad say she enjoys it even more with each visit.




2.21.2009

THIS LAND IS OUR LAND


I watched a movie last night that was based on the true story about two Napa Valley wineries beating out French wines in the first Franco-American wine tasting in 1976. Very interesting stuff to know that Napa wineries have been in operation for many, many years even though they were considered poor quality wines by the entire wine snob world.


To the point...the movie illustrated the passion of vitners, the symbiotic relationship that man has with the earth and nature to produce a quality wine. There was a passionate dialogue between an "up-start" vitner and an Hispanic employee who has guided the vitner along with his knowledge. The Hispanic was a third or fourth generation Napa Valley winery employee. He spoke of his heritage of migrant workers, laborers and how the only way to know wine-making was to have the juice of the grape and the grit of the soil under one's fingernails. One needed to know the sense of toil in one's muscles, calluses on the hands, the breathing in of the air of the seasons during growing and cultivation to truly be a vitner.


It reminded me of how as technology moves us along, we rely less and less on our knowledge of the earth to accomplish what we need to do to live. Even as briefly as 100 years ago, most of the world worked the earth to make a living--farming, raising animals, forestry, fishing, and building things from the natural elements of soil, wood, water, fire, and stone. How far away we have traveled from our Earth! Products are synthetic, "man-made". Chemists, machinists, industrialists, carmakers, engineers develop new and improved products that have literally transformed even those vocations that have relied on the Earth. Chemical fertilizers and pesticides; and gasoline, electrical, coal, steam powered machines pollute the very water we drink and the food we produce for human consumption. Theories abound (with some truth) that children reach puberty at younger ages now due to the prolification and popularity of the chicken nugget. Chickens are raised by huge chicken farms that utilize hormones and antibiotics to produce a better, cheaper chicken.


If you concentrate on this and think it through, you may be concerned...where are we headed? If we cover more and more soil with concrete, the earth doesn't absorb and filter rain efficently. It goes on and on.


Point is....we need to get MUCH greener. Our great-grandfathers are gone, there are fewer and fewer teachers of the Earth available. Experience/failure IS the best teacher, but I wonder
why we have to be dire situations before we learn.

"We humans must come again to a moral comprehension of the earth and air. We must live according to the principle of a land ethic. The alternative is that we shall not live at all."
~N. Scott Momaday, Kiowa~

2.12.2009

MY FRIENDS

I was able to have lunch with a very dear friend this week. It was so good to see her. We laugh quite a bit. We are kindred spirits, both left-handed, both nurses--detail-oriented, and fiercely committed to our families. She was a great friend during Clu Flu's illnesses and death. She has moved far away, but comes back routinely. We had not had a visit since October. We tried to catch up sufficiently with each others' lives within 1 1/2 hours--talking in fragments, knowing that the other would understand the query: "Kids?" "Fine"--"Work?", etc.
During our visit, I blurted out rather unexpectedly that I never want to lose her friendship. I don't feel the friendship is jeopardized....but there is a great mileage distance between us. It is very difficult for me to "lose" those close to me. She wondered where that came from.
I explained that I feared that a long-term friendship of mine had suffered some damage last Fall as a result of the political campaigns---and I was at a loss as to how to get back to the friendship prior to the political issues.
I never say "best friend" because all my close friends are diverse and from different parts of my life. They are equally important to me. It is my hope that I have contributed something positive to each friend to return the many positive things they have each given me.
Family is the backbone of our lives, but the friendships enrich our lives.
If you are my friend and you are reading this....you know what I mean. I love you all and I cherish our friendships.

2.06.2009

Fourth of Four---from Ruth

1. Go to your 4th folder where you store your photos.

2. Select the 4th photo (no exceptions).

3. Post the picture with an explanation and link it back to your tagger.

4. Tag 4 people to do the same.

Clu Flu's surprise birthday party--June, 2006 Left to right: John Lusk, June Sherrill's daughter, Dr. Bobby Brown, June Sherrill, Dr. White (half-hidden), and Sara Brown

2.04.2009

Withdrawal Symptoms


I have a confession to make, Dear Bloggers. I am an e-mail junkie. I check my e-mail at least 4 times a day. I enjoy reading most of them. I enjoy organizing them into folders. I enjoy "cleaning up " my e-mails by deleting them. I don't forward as much as I used to...but I will forward "a good one" here and there. I enjoy referring to SNOPES when I receive one of those outlandish forwards. I recently got an e-mail that said that the couple who post SNOPES are really not authorities on anything....they just google like you and me!

So, I am a little disjointed today. My Yahoo Mail is DOWN and has been for almost 24 hours! I CAN'T CHECK MY E-MAIL!

I actually take care of things via e-mail. Right now, I need to e-mail Brooke, my tax accountant, and my financial planner. The State of Texas sends me updates to my personal e-mail for work. Not to mention that I am sure that I have accumulated about 100 "non-Spam" e-mails.

This is, by far, the longest I have been incommunicado. And get this! Today our State server was down at work. Could not get into our program to communicate with Austin or complete the report I'm working on that is late due to weather office closures last week. So, in my altered neurological state today, I was having paranoid thoughts about Homeland Security issues. Maybe crippling the Internet is a valid way to do us in. I wasn't really concerned, but that did cause me to think that we rely so much on the Internet. Two people in the office had to find a phone book to look up phone numbers. One person couldn't get on MapQuest or Expedia to plot directions to an agency.

So, here I sit, feeling lost, disoriented, and out of touch. Thank goodness for Facebook!

1.31.2009

Going GaGa

Most everyone who may read this blog already knows...I have a new name-courtesy of Callie. I am now Callie's GaGa! After all this time wondering and worrying and trying to find a grandmotherly name, Callie DID come up with one of her own. Ruth said she would. Since Callie's birth, everyone has referred to me as Grandma. Grandma is a perfectly good grandmother name, but I wanted something different--after all, this is a name Callie will use for me here on out, and maybe even a few more grandchildren in the future.


Grandparent names have always interested me. I was the first grandchild on my Mother's side of the family. Once after I had become verbal, the whole family tried to get me to say her name (Faye). I blurted out "Pete" and everyone laughed. Pete was Pete for five grandkids forever. I have a friend who is "Gus" to her older grandchildren--that's cute. I don't know the story of origin, though.


I love it that Callie said GaGa on her own---of course that was her verbalization of "Grandma"--I know that. Right now, she says "caca" for cookie. I hope she learns to say cookie at some point! After all, we live in Texas, and everyone here knows what caca really means.


So.......I am thrilled beyond measure. That sweet baby has given this whole family such joy.


Later,

GaGa

1.28.2009

Gobbledy-Google

If you utilize GOOGLE today, you may notice that the logo resembles "gobbledy google". I recognized the scribbles and googled Jackson Pollock--lo & behold...today is JP's birthday. Review the information below to learn about him and decide for yourself, was he an artistic genius or an early BS master?
Jackson Pollock
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia


Birth name: Paul Jackson Pollock
Born: January 28, 1912(1912-01-28)Cody, Wyoming
Died: August 11, 1956 (aged 44) (10 p.m.)Springs, New York
Nationality: American
Field: Painter
Training: Art Students League of New York
Movement: Abstract expressionism
Patrons: Peggy Guggenheim
Early life
Pollock was born in Cody, Wyoming in 1912, the youngest of five sons. His father was a farmer and later a land surveyor for the government. He grew up in Arizona and Chico, California, studying at Los Angeles' Manual Arts High School. During his early life, he experienced Native American culture while on surveying trips with his father. In 1930, following his brother Charles, he moved to New York City, where they both studied under Thomas Hart Benton at the Art Students League of New York. Benton's rural American subject matter shaped Pollock's work only fleetingly, but his rhythmic use of paint and his fierce independence were more lasting influences. From 1935 to 1943, Pollock worked for the WPA Federal Art Project.
The Springs period and the unique technique

No. 5, 1948
In October 1945, Pollock married another important American painter, Lee Krasner, and in November they moved to what is now known as the Pollock-Krasner House and Studio in Springs on Long Island, New York. Peggy Guggenheim loaned them the down payment for the wood-frame house with a nearby barn that Pollock made into a studio. It was there that he perfected the technique of working spontaneously with liquid paint.
Pollock was introduced to the use of liquid paint in 1936, at an experimental workshop operated in New York City by the Mexican muralist David Alfaro Siqueiros. He later used paint pouring as one of several techniques in canvases of the early 1940s, such as "Male and Female" and "Composition with Pouring I." After his move to Springs, he began painting with his canvases laid out on the studio floor, and developed what was later called his "drip" technique. The drip technique required paint with a fluid viscosity so Pollock turned to then new synthetic resin-based paints, called alkyd enamels. Pollock described this use of household paints, instead of artist’s paints, as "a natural growth out of a need". He used hardened brushes, sticks and even basting syringes as paint applicators. Pollock's technique of pouring and dripping paint is thought to be one of the origins of the term action painting. With this technique, Pollock was able to achieve a more immediate means of creating art, the paint now literally flowing from his chosen tool onto the canvas. By defying the conventional way of painting on an upright surface, he added a new dimension, literally, by being able to view and apply paint to his canvases from all directions.
In the process of making paintings in this way he moved away from figurative representation, and challenged the Western tradition of using easel and brush, as well as moving away from use only of the hand and wrist; as he used his whole body to paint. In 1956 Time magazine dubbed Pollock "Jack the Dripper" as a result of his unique painting style.

My painting does not come from the easel. I prefer to tack the unstretched canvas to the hard wall or the floor. I need the resistance of a hard surface. On the floor I am more at ease. I feel nearer, more part of the painting, since this way I can walk around it, work from the four sides and literally be in the painting.


I continue to get further away from the usual painter's tools such as easel, palette, brushes, etc. I prefer sticks, trowels, knives and dripping fluid paint or a heavy impasto with sand, broken glass or other foreign matter added.


When I am in my painting, I'm not aware of what I'm doing. It is only after a sort of 'get acquainted' period that I see what I have been about. I have no fear of making changes, destroying the image, etc., because the painting has a life of its own. I try to let it come through. It is only when I lose contact with the painting that the result is a mess. Otherwise there is pure harmony, an easy give and take, and the painting comes out well.


Pollock's One: Number 31, 1950 occupies an entire wall by itself at the Museum of Modern Art, New York City
Pollock observed Indian sandpainting demonstrations in the 1940s. Other influences on his dripping technique include the Mexican muralists and also Surrealist automatism. Pollock denied "the accident"; he usually had an idea of how he wanted a particular piece to appear. It was about the movement of his body, over which he had control, mixed with the viscous flow of paint, the force of gravity, and the way paint was absorbed into the canvas. The mix of the uncontrollable and the controllable. Flinging, dripping, pouring, spattering, he would energetically move around the canvas, almost as if in a dance, and would not stop until he saw what he wanted to see. Studies by Taylor, Micolich and Jonas have explored the nature of Pollock's technique and have determined that some of these works display the properties of mathematical fractals; and that the works become more fractal-like chronologically through Pollock's career. They even go on to speculate that on some level, Pollock may have been aware of the nature of chaotic motion, and was attempting to form what he perceived as a perfect representation of mathematical chaos - more than ten years before Chaos Theory itself was discovered. Even though some experts have pointed to the possibility that he (Pollock) could have simply been imitating popular theories of the time in order to give his paintings a depth not previously seen.
In 1950 Hans Namuth, a young photographer, wanted to photograph and film Pollock at work. Pollock promised to start a new painting especially for the photographic session, but when Namuth arrived, Pollock apologized and told him the painting was finished. Namuth's comment upon entering the studio:

A dripping wet canvas covered the entire floor. . . . There was complete silence. . . . Pollock looked at the painting. Then, unexpectedly, he picked up can and paint brush and started to move around the canvas. It was as if he suddenly realized the painting was not finished. His movements, slow at first, gradually became faster and more dance like as he flung black, white, and rust colored paint onto the canvas. He completely forgot that Lee and I were there; he did not seem to hear the click of the camera shutter. . . My photography session lasted as long as he kept painting, perhaps half an hour. In all that time, Pollock did not stop. How could one keep up this level of activity? Finally, he said 'This is it.'


Pollock’s finest paintings… reveal that his all-over line does not give rise to positive or negative areas: we are not made to feel that one part of the canvas demands to be read as figure, whether abstract or representational, against another part of the canvas read as ground. There is not inside or outside to Pollock’s line or the space through which it moves…. Pollock has managed to free line not only from its function of representing objects in the world, but also from its task of describing or bounding shapes or figures, whether abstract or representational, on the surface of the canvas.(Karmel 132)


Pollock's Studio in Springs, New York.
The 1950s and beyond
Pollock's most famous paintings were during the "drip period" between 1947 and 1950. He rocketed to popular status following an August 8, 1949 four-page spread in Life Magazine that asked, "Is he the greatest living painter in the United States?" At the peak of his fame, Pollock abruptly abandoned the drip style.
Pollock's work after 1951 was darker in color, including a collection in black on unprimed canvases, followed by a return to color and he reintroduced figurative elements. During this period Pollock had moved to a more commercial gallery and there was great demand from collectors for new paintings. In response to this pressure, along with personal frustration, his alcoholism deepened.
From naming to numbering
Pollock wanted an end to the viewer's search for representational elements in his paintings, thus he abandoned naming them and started numbering them instead. Of this, Pollock commented: "...look passively and try to receive what the painting has to offer and not bring a subject matter or preconceived idea of what they are to be looking for." Pollock's wife, Lee Krasner, said Pollock "used to give his pictures conventional titles... but now he simply numbers them. Numbers are neutral. They make people look at a picture for what it is - pure painting."

Death

Jackson Pollock's grave in the rear with Lee Krasner's grave in front in the Green River Cemetery.
Pollock did not paint at all in 1955. After struggling with alcoholism his whole life, Pollock's career was cut short when he died in an alcohol-related, single car crash in his Oldsmobile convertible, less than a mile from his home in Springs, New York on August 11, 1956 (10 p.m.) at the age of 44. One of his passengers, Edith Metzger, died, while the other passenger, Pollock's girlfriend Ruth Kligman, survived. After his death, Pollock's wife, Lee Krasner, managed his estate and ensured that Pollock's reputation remained strong in spite of changing art-world trends. They are buried in Green River Cemetery in Springs with a large boulder marking his grave and a smaller one marking hers.
Pollock in Pop Culture & News
In 2000, the biographical film Pollock was released. Marcia Gay Harden won the Academy Award for Best Supporting Actress for her portrayal of Lee Krasner. The movie was the project of Ed Harris who portrayed Pollock and directed it. He was nominated for Academy Award for Best Actor.
In 1960, Ornette Coleman's album "Free Jazz" featured a Pollock painting as its cover artwork.
In 1973, Blue Poles (Blue Poles: Number 11, 1952), was purchased by the Australian Whitlam Government for the National Gallery of Australia for US$2 million (A$1.3 million at the time of payment). At the time, this was the highest price ever paid for a modern painting. In the conservative climate of the time, the purchase created a political and media scandal.
The painting is now one of the most popular exhibits in the gallery, and now is thought to be worth between $100 and $150 million, according to the latest news. It was a centerpiece of the Museum of Modern Art's 1998 retrospective in New York, the first time the painting had returned to America since its purchase.
In November 2006 Pollock's "No. 5, 1948" became the world's most expensive painting, when it was sold privately to an undisclosed buyer for the sum of $140,000,000. The previous owner was film and music-producer David Geffen. It is rumored that the current owner is a German businessman and art collector.
An ongoing debate rages over whether 24 paintings and drawings found in a Wainscott, New York locker in 2003 are Pollock originals. Physicists have argued over whether fractals can be used to authenticate the paintings. Analysis of the pigments shows some were not yet patented at the time of Pollock's death. The debate is still inconclusive.
In 2006 a documentary, Who the Fuck Is Jackson Pollock?, was released which featured a truck driver named Teri Horton who bought what may be a Pollock painting worth millions at a thrift store for five dollars.
Relationship to Native American art
Pollock stated: “I feel nearer, more a part of the painting, since this way I can walk round it, work from the four sides and literally be in the painting. This is akin to the methods of the Indian sand painters of the West.”

Critical debate
Pollock's work has always polarized critics and has been the focus of many important critical debates.
In a famous 1952 article in ARTnews, Harold Rosenberg coined the term "action painting," and wrote that "what was to go on the canvas was not a picture but an event. The big moment came when it was decided to paint 'just to paint.' The gesture on the canvas was a gesture of liberation from value — political, aesthetic, moral." Many people assumed that he had modeled his "action painter" paradigm on Pollock.
Clement Greenberg supported Pollock's work on formalistic grounds. It fit well with Greenberg's view of art history as being about the progressive purification in form and elimination of historical content. He therefore saw Pollock's work as the best painting of its day and the culmination of the Western tradition going back via Cubism and Cézanne to Manet.
Posthumous exhibitions of Pollock's work had been sponsored by the Congress for Cultural Freedom, an organization to promote American culture and values backed by the CIA. Certain left wing scholars, most prominently Eva Cockcroft, argue that the U.S. government and wealthy elite embraced Pollock and abstract expressionism in order to place the United States firmly in the forefront of global art and devalue socialist realism. In the words of Cockcroft, Pollock became a "weapon of the Cold War".
Painter Norman Rockwell's work Connoisseur also appears to make a commentary on the Pollock style. The painting features what seems to be a rather upright man in a suit standing before a Jackson Pollock-like spatter painting.
Others such as artist, critic, and satirist Craig Brown, have been "astonished that decorative 'wallpaper', essentially brainless, could gain such a position in art history alongside Giotto, Titian, and Velázquez."
Reynolds News in a 1959 headline said, "This is not art — it's a joke in bad taste."

1.25.2009

Blogger's Block

A blogging friend recently wrote about not having anything to say. There I am, also. Blogging is a mode of expression, an attempt to creatively speak to others, and at the least...a way to have some fun.


Currently, I've thought it's a drought. I am unable to think of a witty parody (unless you think it's witty to say "a witty parody" 10 times very fast).


But, I had a thought---there have been some significant things to happen:

1. Road trip to Archer City with a friend---great, enjoyable day.

2. That cloud over my head has dissipated some.

3. I'm excited about reading three books, currently--can't tell you how long it has been since I read for enjoyment.

4. Christmas was great with the kids and Callie.

5. I have some things to look forward to later in the year, and I plan to take a few short trips over the next 2-3 months.

6. I have gotten to know a co-worker better as we worked on a fairly frustrating assignment together---bonus---it was more tolerable ( and enjoyable) because we worked together.


So, there you go---a new post.

1.18.2009

THAT'S NOT RELEVANT



There are topics I have declined to write about on this blog for various reasons.....it would bore some readers......it may be offensive to someone...or, who really cares anyway?


Someone once commented to me "that you will write about anything!" Pehaps there are mundane things I write about. My purpose in beginning this blog was to write for myself. If someone enjoyed reading an inclusion, good! If not, that's okay. Blogs can keep readers updated to the happenings in someone's life. Blogs are entertainment. Blogs serve a purpose to speak our minds to others. Blogs can act as a discussion. They can be editorial.


How often has the word "relevant" come up in a conversation you have engaged in lately? For me, not lately....and relevant is long overdue.


"Relevant" is good to help one stay on track; concentrate on the things that matter; and steer us into connecting with pertinent ideas, codes of conduct.


As I ponder a closer statement here, I vow to make comparisons of relevancy. I will spend my time on things that matter. Water, atmosphere, oil, land, and money are not the only things squandered these days. It appears that a lot of energy is wasted on things or behaviors that don't mean a damn.


Is this post relevant?

1.09.2009

She's Nuts!!!



One of my goals for 2009 is shot to Hades. It was my goal to do something positive each and every day for another person. I have just made life miserable for six people tonight---and I blame it on an automated call from AT&T earlier today.


Sequence of events:

1. Last Saturday I called AT&T to inquire about a promotion for phone/DSL service that is $30.00 a month less than what I have been paying for YEARS. Got that cheaper rate locked in for the SAME service. Whoo-hoo!


2. Received an automated call today from AT&T confirming my UPGRADE to Elite speed and my bill charges would be changed accordingly in 2 months---called AT&T back and they couldn't talk to me about my account as they didn't have my SSN on the account (they had a name of a previous neighbor--who has been deceased for over 15 years) When I told the agent that just last week, AT&T had my correct SSN, and I asked for a supervisor, he said I needed to update the information on my acct. When I asked him why he would take new information on an account that he can't identify as mine, he thought a minute...said you are right, I can't. :) Three times, I asked to speak with a supervisor, and three times he said they were busy and that I (ME-Diane) NEEDED TO HANG UP NOW.


3. Went online tonite to check bundling services with Time-Warner--called their number, had questions---rep couldn't answer specific questions, so she said, let me give you this confirmation number and switch you over to Time-Warner so they can answer your question. I said, I'm not ordering the service at this time. She said, I understand, but you'll need the confirmation number for the call. Okay. TW rep asked when she could schedule my INSTALLATION--no, I just have questions....she couldn't answer...so she gave me a local rep (she was in Ohio). Brian in Dallas was great---he had my answers and didn't want to set me up at this time--just told me to call back or place order on-line. I thanked him (for being smarter that others--didn't say that).


4. Checked my e-mail and had a CONFIRMATION FOR YOUR TIME-WARNER SERVICE ORDER! Called the 800 number in the email to cancel that confirmation---spent over 45 minutes on phone--first person just kept telling me what my address, phone number, and current TW service was---over and over and over...in response to my asking for the number of someone who could cancel that bundle order I didn't place...of course, I had to tell her to be quiet and just give me a phone number of someone who could help me or switch me to someone else...she did...she put me to sales....they didn't handle internet orders....I explained again, I didn't place an order----at this point I'm very frustrated---she just dumped me to the REPAIR LINE....I told Rod that he couldn't help me, who could? And he just kept telling me where I lived and what my phone number was.


I went back on-line, retrieved the 800 # and guess what---LaToya ( my original person who I asked questions of ) answered. Of course I had to go round and round again, explaining what had happened. She kept telling me that the email THANKING ME FOR MY ORDER with a confirmation number wasn't actually an order. BS! I asked for a supervisor. Rich (the supervisor) told me he told LaToya to give me a confirmation number. I kept my cool---told him that he was responsible for making about 6 people go through lengthy phone calls with me and me not getting to the right person, and that we ALL were frustrated. Said he was sorry. I hung up. Still have that d*** confirmation number!

So long, Maybelline!



Read this post taken from Leslie Baumann, MD regarding recent FDA approval for an eyelash drug:


"A while back, I told you about a controversy that had been brewing in the dermatological world: Several cosmetic companies -- after discovering that glaucoma drugs that include ingredients known as prostaglandins had the surprising side effect of creating thicker, longer eyelashes -- began including prostaglandin-like ingredients in cosmetic products. Trouble is, the FDA had not verified or approved the assertion that such ingredients lengthen lashes, which forced cosmetics companies to retract the claim and reformulate their products.

Well, I'm pleased to share the latest update on this topic: On December 26, 2008, the drug company Allergan announced that the FDA had approved Latisse 0.03% as a treatment for hypotrichosis (the medical term for sparse eyelashes. The active ingredient in Latisse, bimatoprost, was approved for the treatment of eye disorders like glaucoma years ago, but this is the first time it has been officially approved to enhance the eyelashes (defined here as an increase in length, thickness, and darkness).
According to Allergan, applied once daily to the upper lash line (this product should not be used on the lower lashes), Latisse typically produces noticeable results in 8 weeks, with full results in 16 weeks. You'll need to keep using it to maintain those results, though -- once use is discontinued, lashes begin to return to their original state. Latisse will be sold by prescription only, and is expected to be available to consumers in the first quarter of 2009. The suggested retail price for a 30-day supply is $120 (including 60 single-use sterile applicators).

In studies, subjects tolerated Latisse well -- the primary reported side effects were eye redness or itchiness and darkening of the eyelids. Anyone considering using this, or any drug should discuss the specifics of their medical history (particularly if they are already taking the glaucoma drug Lumigan) with their doctor."

1.06.2009

TECHNO BABIES

To all the Mommies and Daddies of sweet little babes.......get ready! Right now, you are encouraging toddler play with blocks, puzzles, books, computer books, play programs, learning programs. We recognize these things as the "work" of childhood--in preparation for school, social rules--"let's share, now", hand-eye coordination, recognition principles....the list goes on.

Currently, computers are becoming as necessary as tricycles, baby dolls, and Legos to promote child development/cognition. At what age will your baby receive his/her first laptop? Age 5, 6, or 7?

Today, I learned of a research concept car for the Mercedes-Benz line. Forget about gas mileage, emission quotients, and crash-testing. I believe your baby will drive a car that his/her grandparents should dare not consider driving. This car (SCL 600) does not have a steering wheel, gas/brake pedals, or a rear-view mirror. It is driven by use of a joystick and the rear-view mirror is replaced by a video monitor.
In preparation for driving this new car, and in addition to necessary laptops, kiddie cell phones, you will have official recommendations from child development experts to make sure your child has a gaming system of some kind.

The gaming system will be necessary for kids to learn safe handling of automobiles on the super-highways of tomorrow. Take a look at the picture. All I know is, I'll be calling Callie to take me to run errands....and I will hold my breath and keep my eyes closed while riding with her!